SO EXCITING!!!

SO FOR THE FIRST TIME LAST NIGHT I FELT THE BABY MOVE. THE GIRLS AND I WERE LAYING IN BED AND ELENA LAYED HER HEAD ON MY TUMMY AND THE BABY STARTED MOVING. AT FIRST I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST ME AND MY BODY REACTING TO HER BUT I MOVED HER HEAD UP AND SURE ENOUGH IT WAS THIS LIL ONE MOVING AROUND. ITS BEEN PRETTY EXCITING WITH BOTH LENA AND THIS ONE TO RECOGNIZE AND FEEL THE BABY MOVING SO EARLY. I WAS ABOUT THIS FAR WITH LENA TOO AND I WAS ABOUT 20 WEEKS WITH BELLA. IT WAS REALLY NICE THAT TOM WAS ABLE TO CALL TODAY SO THAT I COULD SHARE THIS GREAT NEWS WITH HIM! I WAS SUPER EXCITED THAT TOM AND I WERE ABLE TO SEE EACH OTHER OVER THE WEB CAMERAS TODAY!!! HE LOOKED SO GOOD! THE GIRLS WERE OVER THE MOON THAT THEY WERE ABLE TO SEE DADDY AND WAVE BACK AND FORTH TO HIM! I THINK IT HELPED US ALL ALOT BUT ALSO MADE ME REALLY MISS HIM. HE IS SUCH A GOOD MAN AND LOVES ME SO MUCH AND ACCEPTS ME FOR WHO I AM...FLAWS AND ALL. I ALWAYS DREAMED OF AS A KID, A TEENAGER AND ESP AS A YOUNG ADULT OF MARRYING SOMEONE WHO ADORED ME AND I FOUND HIM. HE IS MORE THAN A PRINCE CHARMING CAUSE HE IS NO FAIRY TALE...HE IS THE REAL DEAL AND I LOVE HIM SOOOOOO MUCH!!! I HATE THAT IT ALWAYS TAKES BEING APART FOR US TO REALIZE HOW MUCH WE REALLY MEAN TO EACH OTHER BUT NONE THE LESS WE GROW SO MUCH BOTH TOGETHER AND INDIVIDUALLY WHEN WE ARE APART. BELLA STARTED COUNSELING THIS WEEK AND IT WAS A GREAT SESSION! I REALLY THINK SHE IS GOING TO BENEFIT FROM THIS AS ARE LENA AND I. ALSO THIS WEEK I HAD TO GO TO THE ER....I HAD A KIDNEY STONE! I FELT LIKE I WAS BEING STABBED IN THE BACK REPEATEDLY...I THINK IT FINALLY PASSED! MY MOM WAS ALSO ABLE TO COME OUT THIS WEEK AND HELP ME WITH THE GIRLS. SHE AND I HAVE HAD MANY A PROBLEMS BUT IT WAS A GREAT VISIT WITH HER AND I WAS A LIL SAD TO SEE HER GO. BUT WE WILL BE IN DENVER IN ABOUT 10 DAYS! THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO WAS ABLE TO HELP ME THIS WEEK ESP WITH THE WHOLE ER THING! IM SO GRATEFUL TO HAVE DEPENDABLE FRIENDS WHILE TOM IS GONE!!!! I KNOW HE REALLY APPRECIATES IT TOO!!!!