PUPS

HERE ARE SOME RECENT PICS OF NAUGHTY LIL LULU AND NAUGHTY LIL ZEPPELIN!!

my lil beauties

Bella LOVES to have her pic taken and cooperates very well!!!!

Len does NOT like to have her pic taken and does not cooperate!

This is why we havent had a professional pic done since Elena was 3 mos old!!!

ALOT of Change of Plans

So after ALOT of thinking...I decided that going to NM and CO this summer was not going to happen! I am SOOOOO tired with this baby its prob not safe for me to be driving anyway!!! lol! I was really hoping to see all of you and celebrate Bellas 5th bday out there but instead we will be here and we will prob be spending it in San Antonio at Sea World!!! On another note...Im SUPER confused! I KNOW that I felt the baby move the other night BUT today at the dr I was told that there was no way cause Im prob only about 8 weeks or so along. It started when the midwife I saw couldnt get a heartbeat with the doppler so she got the ultra sound machine and to check for a heart beat and told me that i dont look like and my uterus doesnt feel like 13 weeks along. She was thinking about 8 or so but sent me to set up for an Ultra Sound...well they cant get me in til June 16th...so basically I will go almost the next month not knowing when this baby is due and even more bothersome when Tom will be coming home for RR ! On a better note...we will be scheduling a c-sec with this one and they will do that at 39 weeks....so no waiting till 41 weeks to have a baby like I did with the girls!!!!! YAY!!! I better quit making any sorts of plans with anything cause they never work out like I think they are going to! Its quite frustrating!!!

SO EXCITING!!!

SO FOR THE FIRST TIME LAST NIGHT I FELT THE BABY MOVE. THE GIRLS AND I WERE LAYING IN BED AND ELENA LAYED HER HEAD ON MY TUMMY AND THE BABY STARTED MOVING. AT FIRST I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST ME AND MY BODY REACTING TO HER BUT I MOVED HER HEAD UP AND SURE ENOUGH IT WAS THIS LIL ONE MOVING AROUND. ITS BEEN PRETTY EXCITING WITH BOTH LENA AND THIS ONE TO RECOGNIZE AND FEEL THE BABY MOVING SO EARLY. I WAS ABOUT THIS FAR WITH LENA TOO AND I WAS ABOUT 20 WEEKS WITH BELLA. IT WAS REALLY NICE THAT TOM WAS ABLE TO CALL TODAY SO THAT I COULD SHARE THIS GREAT NEWS WITH HIM! I WAS SUPER EXCITED THAT TOM AND I WERE ABLE TO SEE EACH OTHER OVER THE WEB CAMERAS TODAY!!! HE LOOKED SO GOOD! THE GIRLS WERE OVER THE MOON THAT THEY WERE ABLE TO SEE DADDY AND WAVE BACK AND FORTH TO HIM! I THINK IT HELPED US ALL ALOT BUT ALSO MADE ME REALLY MISS HIM. HE IS SUCH A GOOD MAN AND LOVES ME SO MUCH AND ACCEPTS ME FOR WHO I AM...FLAWS AND ALL. I ALWAYS DREAMED OF AS A KID, A TEENAGER AND ESP AS A YOUNG ADULT OF MARRYING SOMEONE WHO ADORED ME AND I FOUND HIM. HE IS MORE THAN A PRINCE CHARMING CAUSE HE IS NO FAIRY TALE...HE IS THE REAL DEAL AND I LOVE HIM SOOOOOO MUCH!!! I HATE THAT IT ALWAYS TAKES BEING APART FOR US TO REALIZE HOW MUCH WE REALLY MEAN TO EACH OTHER BUT NONE THE LESS WE GROW SO MUCH BOTH TOGETHER AND INDIVIDUALLY WHEN WE ARE APART. BELLA STARTED COUNSELING THIS WEEK AND IT WAS A GREAT SESSION! I REALLY THINK SHE IS GOING TO BENEFIT FROM THIS AS ARE LENA AND I. ALSO THIS WEEK I HAD TO GO TO THE ER....I HAD A KIDNEY STONE! I FELT LIKE I WAS BEING STABBED IN THE BACK REPEATEDLY...I THINK IT FINALLY PASSED! MY MOM WAS ALSO ABLE TO COME OUT THIS WEEK AND HELP ME WITH THE GIRLS. SHE AND I HAVE HAD MANY A PROBLEMS BUT IT WAS A GREAT VISIT WITH HER AND I WAS A LIL SAD TO SEE HER GO. BUT WE WILL BE IN DENVER IN ABOUT 10 DAYS! THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO WAS ABLE TO HELP ME THIS WEEK ESP WITH THE WHOLE ER THING! IM SO GRATEFUL TO HAVE DEPENDABLE FRIENDS WHILE TOM IS GONE!!!! I KNOW HE REALLY APPRECIATES IT TOO!!!!

Mothers Day....

IM NEVER REALLY EXCITED FOR HOLIDAYS TO COME WHEN TOM IS GONE AND THIS MOTHERS DAY WAS NO EXCEPTION BUT I GOT THROUGH IT MOSTLY DUE TO OUR LIL MOTHERS DAY DINNER AT RENAES HOUSE. SARAH COOKED FOR RENAE, JESSICA, CHRISTINA AND I THIS REALLY YUMMY CHICKEN STUFFING CASSEROLE. WE ALSO MADE THESE REALLY GOOD POTATOES-KIND OF FRY LIKE BUT BAKED IN THE OVEN WITH THIS BACON AND CHIVE MIX OVER THEM!!! MMMM! THEY WERE GREAT BUT THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE EVENING I HAVE TO SAY WAS THE DAIRY QUEEN CAKE!!! I HAVE BEEN WANTING SOME DQ CAKE SINCE TOMS BDAY ALMOST 2 MOS AGO BUT THEY DONT SELL THEM HERE IN TOWN SO WE HAD TO GO TO TEMPLE ABOUT 40 MIN AWAY TO GET ONE!!!! LOL! IT WAS REALLY NICE TO SIT AROUND AND CHAT AND LAUGH. I ALSO TALKED TO MY MOM, TOMS MOM, MY DAD, MY SIS AND TOM-ALMOST A BIG OF A HIGHLIGHT AS THAT CAKE lol !!!! ONE HOLIDAY DOWN....SEVERAL MORE TO GO!

1st Dr appt

Today was our 1st dr appt. It went fine-11 weeks today...the due date is 11/26 according to the dr office and we go back on the 22nd for all the "official dr tests" -well at least "the one" that is the most disturbing one!!! They did blood and urine work ups and I saw the nutritionist! Ive been having some cramping but since there is no bleeding with it they said it is fine and thats its prob just growing! The nausea has started kicking in the last couple of days and my appetite has gone from insane to non-existent!!!! Thank goodness for applesauce and saltine crackers!!! I ate some goldfish and cereal this morning and seem to be paying for it this afternoon with heartburn and nausea! The girls and I went to bed at 830 last night and were all asleep by 915. Last night was the best Bella has slept since Tom left. Len still got up crying last night but were making progress even though Bella, Len, Lulu, Zeppelin and I are all sleeping in a queen size bed! Oh well!!! As long as they all feel safe and are happy! Ill sacrifice and sleep on the edge or the bottom of the bed!!!! LOL!

Colorado here we come

SO I FINALLY MADE THE DECISION TO HEAD HOME FOR ABOUT 1/2 THE SUMMER. I PULLED BELLA FROM SCHOOL BEFORE TOM LEFT SO THAT SHE COULD BE HOME WITH ME AND NOT BE STRESSED AT SCHOOL AND HAVING ACCIDENTS AND EVEN THOUGH SHE HAS BEEN REALLY NAUGHT I STILL THINK IT WAS THE RIGHT DECISION. SO WE WILL BE HEADING OUT TO COLORADO EARLIER THAN EXPECTED. WE ARE GOING TO AMARILLO OR SANTA ROSA DEPENDING ON MY DAD OVER MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND AND THEN WE WILL BE IN COLRADO EITHER THAT MON OR TUES. WE ARE PLANNING ON GOING TO UTAH TO VISIT CHANDRA, RHODELLE AND OF COURSE THE LEE FAMILY AT SOME POINT IN JUNE AND WE WILL ALSO BE GOING TO THE WILSON FAMILY REUNION OVER 4TH OF JULY WEEKEND.....IT WILL BE THE 1ST FOR THE GIRLS AND I AND TOM AND I HAVE BEEN MARRIED ALMOST 6 YRS! AND THEN WE WILL PROB STAY FOR THE BIRTH OF THE NEW TRUJILLO BABY....AND FOR KYLES BAPTISM. WE WILL BE STAYING WITH TIFFANY, KAYDEN AND ZEUS- WE WILL BE BRINGING ZEPPELIN AND LULU SO WE ARE REALLY THANKFUL TO THEM FOR LETTING THIS BIG FAMILY CRASH AT HER PLACE! WE ARE EXCITED TO SEE EVERYONE AND I AM SUPER EXCITED TO HAVE HELP WITH THE GIRLS AT LEAST SO I CAN SLEEP!!!! LOL! TOM IS DOING WELL WE HEAR FROM HIM ABOUT TWICE A WEEK FOR ABOUT 1/2 HR EACH TIME. IT HAS HELPED BELLA A TON WHEN SHE IS ABLE TO TALK TO HIM SO THANK GOODNESS FOR SATELLITE PHONES! WE ARE HANGIN IN THERE AND MAKING THE BEST OF EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE WE HAVE!!!